Went outdoors today, as far as the bottom of chester road and back. passed a fish and chip shop, really wanted a bag of chips but was disciplined. Not easy though! How many times do you have to do that to get to a target weight and stay there? How many treats or small delights forgone? Well as I am not very active at the moment it all helps but in general to get the weight off its a lot of work. I have lost at least 9 lbs possibly more, its easy fat which would probably have gone anyway as the metabolism kicked in again but even so. Also been doing some pilates every day, prefer to believe you can see the difference. Again that requires some discipline as well but its worth it.
Mind you not got very far with the voice. There was a hope could pull out a female voice but no lnger ertain unless I went full time it could happen.
Thursday, 27 July 2017
Wednesday, 26 July 2017
Nearly At The Holiday
Several days ago I spent £85 at the Sweaty Betty website. I had been watcching the sale for a couple of weeks and for whatever reason I pounced. There was a lot of hmming and harring about size, I have a pair of large leggings and they are slightly too large so went for medium. The zero gravity running leggings are compression and that meant when I tried them onthe were very compressive. However hopefully a wash and time will resolve that. To be honest its £85 which ould go on something else, almost 2 hours at the Boudoir, for example. Not entirely sure why
#i cracked, its a strange one. To an extent its dressing by proxy and also its a different lifestyle which the girl should have, a Fat Face, SweatyBetty white wine at Brown's she deserves. There will be 2 days at London and 4 days at Brighton, assuming I do the walk which I probably will. So finally do the Dome the ghost walk, Lewes, coffee houses, the museum, the Lanes. All of a sudden slightly pushed to fill the time. Possible MAC makeover, err, possibly.This assumes no walk with Mr G which is a possibility. Like to try Browns, oysters. In a sense it is still enough just to be the girl. Not been a good year for her so far all things considered.
The big thing is the 10 years anniversary. Need to think about doing something for that. No longer get the thrill I got going to Doreen's or Lacies. Moved on I suppose. The foot should be up to it but no running I suspect. did Doreens twice, it worked at the time but we move on. No moonshot this time, London has been done, Liverpool has been done.
The weight is under 12 stone, which is good. Been doing the pilates and its helping definately.
#i cracked, its a strange one. To an extent its dressing by proxy and also its a different lifestyle which the girl should have, a Fat Face, SweatyBetty white wine at Brown's she deserves. There will be 2 days at London and 4 days at Brighton, assuming I do the walk which I probably will. So finally do the Dome the ghost walk, Lewes, coffee houses, the museum, the Lanes. All of a sudden slightly pushed to fill the time. Possible MAC makeover, err, possibly.This assumes no walk with Mr G which is a possibility. Like to try Browns, oysters. In a sense it is still enough just to be the girl. Not been a good year for her so far all things considered.
The big thing is the 10 years anniversary. Need to think about doing something for that. No longer get the thrill I got going to Doreen's or Lacies. Moved on I suppose. The foot should be up to it but no running I suspect. did Doreens twice, it worked at the time but we move on. No moonshot this time, London has been done, Liverpool has been done.
The weight is under 12 stone, which is good. Been doing the pilates and its helping definately.
Thursday, 20 July 2017
Result
Lets have a bit of good news. On 2 conseuetive days my weight has been 11 st 12 lb. Result not quite sure how that happened as not been moving much in the last couple of days but lets be positive. Since middle of May when i was 12 st lb I have lost 11 lb in old money. Been tottering about the 12 st mark for some time so glad to go through it. Granted the weight was artifically high with the underactive thyroid but even so I feel thinner and the muscles more obvious.
The love handles are still there but they are smaller when i muffin top shall we say. The aim is to get to well as low as possible, that probably means 11 st less than 7 lb. Thats another 5 lb at the least. lif you accept that i have more muscle now it may not so much after all for me to look better.The cheekbones are reapppearing and the chin slightly less Mr Punch.
Once the foot says yes will have to do exercise for real to get the abs sorted. It may be too late as there is only just over 3 weeks for that to happen.
Looked at wigs on the Internet, really want an auburn one, probably a bob. Really need to give the new one a fair run but something cheap and cheerful would be nice
The love handles are still there but they are smaller when i muffin top shall we say. The aim is to get to well as low as possible, that probably means 11 st less than 7 lb. Thats another 5 lb at the least. lif you accept that i have more muscle now it may not so much after all for me to look better.The cheekbones are reapppearing and the chin slightly less Mr Punch.
Once the foot says yes will have to do exercise for real to get the abs sorted. It may be too late as there is only just over 3 weeks for that to happen.
Looked at wigs on the Internet, really want an auburn one, probably a bob. Really need to give the new one a fair run but something cheap and cheerful would be nice
Saturday, 1 July 2017
Back On The Horse
Bought a new pair of scales today, an anachronism as its only one and flat but lets move on. It said 12 st 1 lb then 12 st 1 1/4. The bmi is 21 and the % body fat 17.
This probably means that I have lost say 6 or even 7 lbs, half a stone, certainly the trousers fit better. This can only be good news and the original plan of being under 12 stone should be easily achievable. Hope to start back running tomorrow so that will help. Got just over a month to get the body ready for the holidays, hoping for some nice pics on the SDW and even the beach. The hotel is next to the beach so it is possible as is a bit of a run, Saltdean and back ideally, possibly even some pics at the Lido would be fab. Only actually 5 days in Brighton, as ever could have done with more but 2 days in London. The ultimate plan is to get down to at least 11 st 7 lb if not less, then there will have to be some solid exercise too.
The gurl has had a good week as J and K have been away on holiday. The bad weather for a few days put me off slightly but even so 3 camming sessions, 3 photo sessions and it was relaxed and laid back rather than the grabbed and panicy time Iusualy get. Even managed to set up a studio in the garage, this time carpet on the floor prevented the sound of the stillettoes on the concrete floor. It has to be said it did relax me and even now feel the benefit. This is a double edged sword; does it mean the gurl really does need to be let out more often for my better well being? Did not feel the need to dress every night but certainly do more often than have been doing. The new lighting system needs a bit more work, if I could disable the bleep of the flash units would go for them. The pics were not ideal shall we say, but to what extent that is down to the camera now feels more likely.
Used the Kryolan stick which is better for pics but not real life as its thicker. Prefer the redder lipsticks must say, also the red hair wig. The body and legs do not look too bad at all. Bought a summer maxi dress from Kidl, I know, I know, size medium 14-16, do not feel small would really work at the moment! Need to sort out a pair of sandals and the toenails but it does feel doable again.
This probably means that I have lost say 6 or even 7 lbs, half a stone, certainly the trousers fit better. This can only be good news and the original plan of being under 12 stone should be easily achievable. Hope to start back running tomorrow so that will help. Got just over a month to get the body ready for the holidays, hoping for some nice pics on the SDW and even the beach. The hotel is next to the beach so it is possible as is a bit of a run, Saltdean and back ideally, possibly even some pics at the Lido would be fab. Only actually 5 days in Brighton, as ever could have done with more but 2 days in London. The ultimate plan is to get down to at least 11 st 7 lb if not less, then there will have to be some solid exercise too.
The gurl has had a good week as J and K have been away on holiday. The bad weather for a few days put me off slightly but even so 3 camming sessions, 3 photo sessions and it was relaxed and laid back rather than the grabbed and panicy time Iusualy get. Even managed to set up a studio in the garage, this time carpet on the floor prevented the sound of the stillettoes on the concrete floor. It has to be said it did relax me and even now feel the benefit. This is a double edged sword; does it mean the gurl really does need to be let out more often for my better well being? Did not feel the need to dress every night but certainly do more often than have been doing. The new lighting system needs a bit more work, if I could disable the bleep of the flash units would go for them. The pics were not ideal shall we say, but to what extent that is down to the camera now feels more likely.
Used the Kryolan stick which is better for pics but not real life as its thicker. Prefer the redder lipsticks must say, also the red hair wig. The body and legs do not look too bad at all. Bought a summer maxi dress from Kidl, I know, I know, size medium 14-16, do not feel small would really work at the moment! Need to sort out a pair of sandals and the toenails but it does feel doable again.
Monday, 29 May 2017
More Summer 2017
Well the 2 days of free evenings had limited success. The first night did dress, no makeup or proper pics, beaucoup mess finding things but there was a sense of it going reasonably well and felt better. Will need to sort out the new wig, hairspra should do it. The next night did nothing, ah well. When K is back that might distract J and Paige might get more time. Possibly as the thyroid picks up will feel more ready to dress, its a fallow patch and no mistake, last year was bad too.
On the plus side Summer 2017 progresses. Managed to rebook the same room for £456 saving over £100! Booked 3 nights in London in basicaly student acommodation for £150, in South wark. That gives 2 days en femme in London, might finally get to What Katie Did! That will be nice, also bought a ticket down for £27, not first class but Grand Central so not so bad. Just got to sort out geting back and its resolved.
It is very tempting to do a dressing service when in London but not sure it is good value any more, if it ever was really. Like to "take in" a show, burlesue ideally.
Five days in Brighton means a bit of planning is required. A MAC makeover, a ghost walk, the walk, a run, possibly meeting Stella, Its 10 years since the fateful Lacies event so need to celebrate it somehow. Then draw a line under Brighton and move on. There was half an idea to do Manchester in some way but that may have to wait till November. The thyroid is now unlikely to give any time off work but uf it means I enjoy the holiday more its OK.
On the plus side Summer 2017 progresses. Managed to rebook the same room for £456 saving over £100! Booked 3 nights in London in basicaly student acommodation for £150, in South wark. That gives 2 days en femme in London, might finally get to What Katie Did! That will be nice, also bought a ticket down for £27, not first class but Grand Central so not so bad. Just got to sort out geting back and its resolved.
It is very tempting to do a dressing service when in London but not sure it is good value any more, if it ever was really. Like to "take in" a show, burlesue ideally.
Five days in Brighton means a bit of planning is required. A MAC makeover, a ghost walk, the walk, a run, possibly meeting Stella, Its 10 years since the fateful Lacies event so need to celebrate it somehow. Then draw a line under Brighton and move on. There was half an idea to do Manchester in some way but that may have to wait till November. The thyroid is now unlikely to give any time off work but uf it means I enjoy the holiday more its OK.
Monday, 15 May 2017
Summer 2017, a start
Well Summer 2017 had a false start when Susex University had no rooms in Stanmer on the dates I asked for. Really didnot feel like another stay in the other accommodation so left that one. Been doing a bit of Googling and could get 6 nights at the Metropole Hilton and breakfast for £570 so put down a reservation for it. I can cancel the reservation until surprsingly late so is no big thing, hopefully. Its paige's 10th anniversary so she needs to be at Brighton and in some luxury. Only gives 5 days on site but enough for the walk, seeing Brighton ad Hove and may well be enough. Of course it not enough as its the only time the gurl gets to be out and about and need that this year it has to be said. Might try for a couple of days in London possibly, a dressing service has not been totally ruled out either. I now see Brighton is expensive and you either bite the bullet or go elsewhere. So a sunday to saturday is a compromise but the website made it look as if it was a special offer, well possibly but the money is there. Tomorrow will check out possible accommodation for a couple of days at London which would be nice. Finally get to What Katie Did!
Wednesday, 12 April 2017
Not Good At All
There has been no dressing since Manchester which was a biggie it has to be said. This makes me feel surprsingly bad, it is a sign that the times I can now dress are severely constrained. Granted previously I may not have wanted to dress but could but now the option is not there. Its not good at all. Not sure what can be done, stay in a hotel for an afternoon or something. There should be a possibility in May and another later in the year but it feels as if having got so far I am now back at almost the beginning. Nonsense of course but would like even a 3 hour cinema slot to dress. Possibily if J goes to the gym more there may be some potential there for some limited dressing. Possibly the thyroid is suppresing the need to dress and that is, at the moment a very good thing.
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