I am writing this wearing leggings, a denim skirt, bra, breastforms, nailand toe varnish. On the downside I am also wearing a fleece and have removed my wig. I have shaved most of my body. How do I feel? Well nothing, or else normal. I do not think "what am i doing this is wrong" or get sexually aroused by it all. This is how it should be. Earlier at 9.05 am I was in Mataland and bought , well nothing, OK my nerve may well have gone but there was nothing there I really wanted. Nothing that was me. another good sign, I prefer to believe. Or a really bad sign that I am truely transgendered and will have to take this further and this will require significant lifestyle changes.