Saturday, 19 February 2011

I am writing this wearing leggings, a denim skirt, bra, breastforms, nailand toe varnish.  On the downside I am also wearing a fleece and have removed my wig.   I have shaved most of my body.  How do I feel?  Well nothing, or else normal.  I do not think "what am i doing this is wrong" or get sexually aroused by it all. This is how it should be.  Earlier at 9.05 am I was in Mataland and bought , well nothing, OK my nerve may well have gone but there was nothing there I really wanted.  Nothing that was me.  another good sign, I prefer to believe.  Or a really bad sign that I am truely transgendered and will have to take this further and this will require significant lifestyle changes.