Walking on the moon

Hope to spend 10 days in Brighton end of July start of August. Could be good for Sapphire, trip to Sweet Wednesdays, possibly Frockup friday.  Like to arrrange a meet with a girl I know down there.  Ideally a tranny party.  Ideally out in daylight would be nice too.  Might spend some time in Legends bar.  Trip to Boudoir less likely, Claire Project possibly too.  Perhaps this is the best bit.... anticipation.  Two years ago the thought of going to Transister kept me warm for months.  Really wanted to walk on shingle in tights.  That was a disappointment to say the least, but a real learning experience anyway.

They don't want your name

When Paige first "broke out" I started to diet and do some exercises.  I was 12 stone 3/4 ish.  Over time I got down to 12 stone but getting lower was real work but I got to 11 stone 2-4 LB, BMI 20.0.  Every so often I would dip briefly below 11 st but it never lasted.  The exercise became Pilates and I still do it now more so than ever. My waist went from 36 to 31  lower on other bits.Now I am 11 st 9 which and my waist is 32 inches, my BMI is 21.1.  My body fat is between 8 and 12 % depending on calcculation.  These are the numbers I live by and matter.  I am shoes iseze 7-8 female and clothes size 10-12. Not sure where I am going with this weight business but as a male I look slight and thin.  One final number 48, my age.  I can do nothing about that, it is starting to show on my face.  Others may be fat or untoned but unlined face.  Still lets make the best of things.

The way it is.

My posts seem to say that it is not a happy thing for me to be trans.  That I do not enjoyit.  This is wrong.  I want to do it right, properly so set the bar very high.  Also it is not optional anymore and I need to do it.  Just felt it necessary to put the record right on that one.

Better to travel hopefully..

Just reread my last post.  Possibly it sounds too harsh on Jodie.  If so not meant.Must be hard to day in day out to listen to Trannys with sob stories who expect more than is reasonable from great makeup and good clothes sense.  And that's it really.  How great is some MAC and Long Tall Sally.  How much magic can they weave?  I recently talked to a guy in a suit who said would dress but needed to lose 3 stones so did not.  Go to Flickr how many pics show tgurls who really could do with losing a bit of weight?  Don't get me wrong, I am not completely having a go at them.  Presumably the clothes are enough, which must be great.  I lost 1.5 stones and do a lot of pilates most days to keep me in shape. I am still not happy with my look. They get the effect they are after without that. Clothes are not enough.  I like catsuits and my Flickr stream is littered with my pics of this.  Someone is very polite and will post some flattering reference to Diana Rigg.  This is what she could do;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxSpTKE5Jno&feature=player_embedded

Wasting my time!!!