No dressing for 3 weeks now, not good really but not crawling up the walls as I have done! The cold for the last week has helped but meant a potential window did not happen! How much more would I like to dress, take pics, go out? Well I do not know but if the Brighton evidence is anything to go by not every night but more frequently. In the current environment it would require a very significant change for that to happen. Having said that it might just which may be some comfort if it does occur. So here's the nub of the matter. What am I? TS/TG something else, confused or just making the best of it? What does the fact that it all kicked off in my 40's mean? Does that suggest its not a deep, inner core part of me? Will attempt to "push the envelope" more at Brighton. The thing is when dressed I feel no different, it just feels usual.. Out going to Jodies was no sense of being odd, more worried about people's reactions than anything else. This takes us to the drive which I do feel to dress and go out. There is something there, deny it at your peril. Back to the beginning again.
You cant get what you want Joe Jackson
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