Big Ones

Buckle up people trying a big one.  Was reading some blog and there it was "I am a woman."  It said.  Could I?  Oh dear, am I in the wrong body?  Putting aside the gender binary I do not know.  OK I came late to the party, say 45 but some prewtty big hints earlier and its my big theory of everything.  There is a something and its a big something.  I can go out dressed and do need to, there has been a significant expense on it and it is a "constant Buzz" as it has been described as.  But transition, am I a woman?  I might be but probably not fulltime, though it is tempting in an ideal world.  A coiple of years ago J L said "if you had the money and a big house would you transition?"  I said no that women had a bad lot in society but it made me think.  I think if the option arose I would dress fulltime but not go for SRS.  A couple of years ago I would not get pierced ears, before that I would not have shaved my body so what for the next couple of years?  Lots of question marks.  Actually losing the male genitals would not be a big problem I suspect but probably going fulltime is about as far as I would go.  I do not think I am a woman I am not a man.  So what we have is the spectrum, not 0 or 1 but 0 to ,say, 7.  Watch this space.