Weightly matters

First off my weight.  Well it might be as low as 11 st 3.5 lb.  Whatever it is it feels time to call it a day.  probably go till Xmas then stop.  That feels right.  Seeing more bone and the face is a trifle gaunt.  Put the underbust corset and got down to 26 in.  A Flicker girl said she got down to 24 in. A target but possibly too optimistic.  Hit MAc Newcastle needed some new foundation, I deally use Aldi's but they do not seem to hav eit in.  Ended up getting a brush set for £42.  5 brushes a bargain.  Posiibly not as they are smaller than usual ones, hopefully if the head is the same it will not be a problem. Tried about a new wig.  Initially the woman said could do one for £100 but £130 seems more likely, too much sadly.  Will phone back next week to see if she has managed to source one at £100.  Not been much change on the cosmetics front, never really get the chance.  The vintage bra, slightly too big and girdle arrived, for 31-32 in size 10.  OK but not really tight, could go down a size.  May yet go for 6 strap suspender belt at £20.  December 14th is the big date when should get all day to go for it.  Last 2 sundays been able to dress and do some pics, the body is as good as it ever was but older. 
Support group cancelled at last minute surprisingly missed it.Had hoped to get some time for myself and supervisor, would have had a good blurting chat, some other time possibly.   The next one will probably the last of the year.  sadly means unlikely to be a bit of a party, ie food.  Hoping to wear new boots or new heels.
Hormones kicking in.  Nipples more sensitive and felt a bit of a jiggle today.  Also bit of a tizzy.  Be great if it killed my libido.  Got to be careful not to put on weigth this time. 
In a lightening strike gott eh tickets to and from london for £30 in total.  Read the email at 12.30.  Bought by 13.30.  First class would have been nice but too expensive.  Middle of february but really need it.  Should get 3 days. May even go to Rochester for a photosession, we shall see.
Will not be alone during the XMas holidays, well at least not all the time. If can get 1 day of dressing and New Years Eve willl be happy.  As ever we must manage our expectations.  Tried on the vintage stuff tonight, gott eh shakes and right tizzy, that means something.   Feel better about body but the aging thing does not help.  Then again seen some very encouraging pics of older girls on Flickr so still time left.