Got to the end of a wheel of estrofem and stopped. Three days so far. Not sure why. The IBS has been bad and not happy with the arthritis. Still got 2 wheels so can restart if the situation changes. Sadly the libido did not go down much but the sense of worry and paranoria did.
Should really have started on sorting out next februaries holday. Oddlt no real hurry to do so. Could go for few days in London even or Manchester make it April not february. Have not had a proper dressing session since the pics several weeks ago. Could do with one. There is the possibility that New Years Eve may have to be scrubbed but that remains to be seen. Need to do the Xmas 2014 card. Could recycle the outfit but would like to get a new one.
Potentially Xmas could be a lot of dressing but equally could be a damp squib.
Not really coming together. Do like the thought of London dressed. Saying hello to the Blue whale. Lots of stuff there. be good to use the new breast forms, in the field. In several past years managed a Le Senza day where bought new lingerie and tried it on over the Xmas period. Would get the assistant to package it up as a gift wrap. Now do not need such subtrifuge but Le Senza gone. Possible M and S but the diet well its not happening and not too ahppy with the body. Also the voice, keep thinking need to do something about the voice but it never happens.
There is a sense that this is as good as it is going to get. This also begs the question, what more do I actually want? Well more would be nice.Do miss the support group, not massively but even so.
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