When at Falmer I went for a run dressed. Dep down I know I am a blonde with a ponytail and look slim and good. At home previously I tried to experiment with a ponytail and baseball cap, it wasnot successful. In the field I thought there would be very few people there so went for it. Tried for a ponytail with the long blonde wig and cap. Well it didnot work and later after the cap had become MIA I could not tie the hair in any way to keep it tidy. The breastform moved about too much on the crop top, it felt a bit of a mess and I was very glad very few people saw me. Then again the midriffe was on display so that was fun. Later I looked at a couple of phone pics I had taken and it was eve worse. The hair was obviously a wig and the makeup did not work at all and the face was long a male.
Well you cannot keep a good girl down and later having done quite a bit of the Undercliffe walk went for it en femme. It came out at 9.5 miles, on a very hot day, took 3 litre MTP Camelbak. Very hard going. Used the hooded top bought previously and the Sweaty Betty legings. It deeply suspect I needed the size down but they were not in the sale. At a reduction down to £21 from say £70 they were a bargain but it would have been so much nicer if I could have got a smaller pair. Deep down I suspectwhat really annoyed the sales girl, not really woman, was I was so thin, "you are quite narrow." she said. If I had got into the changing room and seen them as slightly too large would I still have bought them? Probably, tag hag I am. The run was very demanding, far too hot the run back was better and cooler found the walk path better than the cycle path, OK didnot know it was a cycle path then. It was one of those thoughts that warmd the femme me for months, actually doing a quite long run dressed. Possibly like being on the tube, it was doing normal things. So the mental image of say a taller Gwyneth Paltrow which I so am was replaced by reality. Basically the face is not feminine, it looks OK in a few set pics but normally its too long, the chin too prominent and too many male wrinkles. Then again nobody pointed or was nasty so that was something.
I rather suspect it would take a massive amount for me to stop going out dressed. That is a massive turnaround from the wobble at the madhatter in February.
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