2015 on inspection better than first thought?

A throw away remark suggested that I might  not get New Years Eve alone, could change and hope it does but its a bad thought. Sadly, however, its been typical of this Xmas, there has been so little of the girl. Been surprisingly busy it has to be said tidying up.  Today I had a go at the chest of draws replacing the draws with plastic boxes. There is a lot of clothes etc and it wouldbe valuable to try to put them into some order and even get rid of some. Found the Playbuny outfit, always slightly too tight but got some nice pics from it. November didnot happen, it didnot happen in2013 either but even so.  Then again summer 2015 does not have the feeling of a success, removing bladder issues, rain and inappropiate running a lot did go right and it should be remembered more fondly.  Possibly the thyroid is to blame, casting its shadow over the second half, at least, of the year. I was published in a magazne again, which was nice. OK since we have started , what else? Did the walk dressed, did a run dressed, not a busy year for Flickr it has to be said.  Got a better flash system which can help. Put on a bit of weight cf thyroid. I does not feel a good year somehow. Did London dressed, how can I forget that, saw the blue whale, was on a tube.Several times, on trains too. Thats all positive things. Yet there is remains, not a success somehow. Love the new boobs. No advances on the voice. Did do Brighton Trans Pride, well sort of.
Face looking older, hands looking older.
So for 2016; promised myself a February holiday, ideally Manchester. Not sure Brighton for Summer 2016 either. At the moment feel a bit flat, later new things may appear. There are grounds for optimism it must be said, my confidence is quite good, I am not fat, I have been out and about and am happy to do so. Initially Transister was a moonshot, then doing the walk dressed, the Liverpool then London. Now that was a moonshot it has to be said. What would be a moonshot now? Perhaps that is part of the problem, as have said before, all the easy stuff has been done. So in a way 2015 was going to be difficult to follow after 2014 and so it has proved. Well possibly. There is a sense of optimism it has to be said, there always has been.