Yesterday lying in new sleeping bag did the daily check on Booking.com for accommodation in Brighton. Last room in Gullivers, £500. Hummed and harred but with no fee cancellation pressed the button. Then no sense of elation or relief. Few hours later still the same. Put in an application for 8 days at the Park houses in Sussex. There is the photographer thing swirling about which may or may not happen but there is a sort of fugue about the whole business. Want aholiday and have some money saved up but its not enough for a really good room in Brighton, would need say £700 plus. And there you have it really. What with the thyroid do not feel up to dropping so much on a holiday this year and certainly not for Brighton. If Swanborough had been possible it would have been so much easier or perhaps it would have dredged up other issues. So if Sussex say yes will cancel Gullivers, if they say no, well we will have to think.
Its all a battle, packing the pack, carrying it, changing trains, feel tired. However the girl is really crying out for some quality time and she deserves it. The university has a canteen, sorry refrectory which really helps. Could do without the whole student thing and some bad memories there. The bottom line is really should have moved on and if had a better salary would have. Swanborough and, lets be honest Pheonix, would be good enough and Pheonix was, good enough but could not go to that laundry room again.
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