Lets start with a little back patting, or positive stroking. Couple of years ago I thought a good, if unattainable, target would be drinking espresso outside Carluccio's in Brighton. Well, you saw this coming, last summer I did this almost but sitting inside, I think the sun was too bright, certainly I was not scared and later in the holiday had a caffitaire outside Red Roaster so even though not outside can give that one a good crossing off. I hope to do something similiar when next in Brighton. Here we go. The problem is not being Sapphire but the times inbetween when this is not an option. This is most of the time, and its not quite so bad that non Sapphire times are intolerable but there is something wrong. OK some of it is the usual nothing to do life issues but some is definatly Sapphire related.
However today and last week did dress but on both occasions cut it short when could have dressed for longer. Partly due to the cold possibly butr even so. On holiday there were a few occassions where it was a bit of a battle to put the makeup on. Having said that today I epilated which was quite painful as the haird were long but did left legs and arms. Still on some sort of diet and still hitting the gym. Will be and happy to do so, paying alot of money for Alison and Brighton. Not sure what it all means. Of course there is the issue of the hormones. Blue pill, red pill time again. Would I take the antitranny pill if I could? Well no,cannot say that, but in some ways I would be happier without it. Too late now probably. What would I do with all the shoes!
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