Using the force.

Lots of stuff here.
First off to my left there is a small brown parcel containing 4 wheels of 2 mg estrofem.  The trick seems to be larger amounts do not attract Customs and Excise attention.  So there is 2 months at 2 tablets per day.  Mood swings seem to be better.  Put on tight t shirt yesterday, could really see nipples, not sure about that one.  OK getting growth but becoming obvious, possibly.  See how that one goes but it was allways going to happen sooner or later.  Perhaps it is time to cut back to 1 tablet a day or stop.  Still it really helps my dysphoria. Course thats all part of the where are we going arguement.  Stilll no answer.
Well should get wednesday evening to friday lunchtime, say, by myself.  Possibly even the friday night but expect brief visitation.  Hopefully will finally do pics bu even so definite result.  Wish it was warmer though. 
Managed to get last night alone.  Black knitted top, denim skirt, 80 dernier tights and 5 in heels.  Ate in extension and even outside for 1 minute.  No makeup, not sure what that means. Went OK, no blinding revelations or Mary Tyler Moore moments but even so nice and so easy.
Thinking about visiting TBirds, not definite but certainly a possibility. 
Started thinking about summer 2013. No big hurry to go back to University of brighton, however cheap.  Legends could be OK or some other place. Citypad might have something last minute but that would be a gamble.  MUST book holidays soon at work.  Tickets for train probably out next month.  Need to make decisions soon. Possibly only a week, not ideal but there we go.
The point about all the trans business is that there has never been an overall plan.  Its just keep moving forward till you stop.  There has never been a set of conditions to say stop.  Allways assumed there would be further to go and it will be fine.