It is another slightly unsatisfactory bank holiday. It is too cold, I am not alone in the house, I am drinking too much, I have to go back to work tomorrow and questions are swirling around. What is also swirling around is the rather delicious prospect of a couple of days dressing alone in the house. Possibly even a trip to Tbirds before the forces of the academy make that difficult.
That is absolutly lovely and there will be pics, possibly even new shoes. I remember a similiar opportunity several years ago and in 3 days I did 5 separate sessions! OK different me different quality control but its a nice thought.
Not so nice is the thought where am I going? Am I happy with 2 possibly 3, holidays to dress, the odd snatched several hours? The answer may well be yes. Thats no sin in that either. Its where I could be stable and happy, thats the important thing. Dressing, no job and no prospects or not so much and a better future outlook. OK both would be ideal but its not going to happen.
This ignores the other issues in my life but even so there is a sense that we are approaching some sort of crunch point or nexus or even Rubicon. Of course, as ever, it may be just a accepting how things are and not really pushing against it.
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