Saturday, 6 July 2013

Did not see that one coming

There is another blog entry on the blocks but here is something hot off the press.  Had a very brief dresing session tonight.  The weather has been very sunny and hot and suddenly wanted to wear a bikini, very badly.  Could not as not alone.  About an hour later got the chance.  Usual grief about finding clothes but something odd happened. On the plus side the weight does not look too bad and the legs are OK..The breasts are getting there, loads of stuff there. The main point was how I felt.  Cannot describe it really, not the shaking which can happen or the cold water in stomach which no longer happens but something different.  Granted the estrofem makes me emotional but there is something else also there now.  Need to process it more and the feeling has gone from me but it feels almost as if the train has moved along the track to another station.  The question is is the the result of the estrofem only or something more?
To be TS, oh dear, too much grief there, but cannot explain it.
Got some "fat burners" in an attempt to lose a bit of fat.  Early days but lets see.
Using a new, to me anyway, laptop.  fast enough to do Photoshop but seem to have lost the NIK plugin.. Still the improvement in pics can be seen.  Hopefully will be able to get a couple of hours in tomorrow.
 

   

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