If i run my hands through my hair it feels finer, probably due to the change in oil production. Certainly more emotional and nipples more sensitive. The problem is its not like puberty, thee is no Boy into Man or in this case " Man into Woman leaflet to say to expect this. OK there sort of is but it doesn ot have a set ending and has been induced by myself and I can stop it. Puberty had no such option. IF I were fulltime and under a GP or GIP then things would be different. Lets say I up to 4mg per day, liver holds firm then good for 4 -5 months before some breast growth, possibly much longer. What then? Stop, go back again? Is this how it is going to be? No answers but questions.
It is tuesday night. Have not dressed since the Supprt group Xmas party 7 days ago. Not good at all.Personally hope the new girl who is suppoed to be assistant in charge tones it down or goes away. To brash and loud.
New Years Eve is still looking probable. No guarantees but possible. Thats a good thing. In previous years I had a La Sensa day where I could dress and possibly some pics. may yet happen. Not the black boxes, the tissue paper, the little pouch of scented granules. Done very well so far in the last couple of months. Possibly a quick look at Ann Summers if they have a sale. February is not yet definatly happening but had to make arrangements now.
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