Its OK but not good

I have just eaten 3 fingers of Aldi chocolate with hazel nut and a bag of crisps, earlier I had 3 Aldi chocolate swirls.  The point is I am eating more especially chocolate.  Not just after a drink either, its a concern.  getting wobbly bits again and the belt has gone down a notch.  So I am nudging 12 st again.  The new corset, lovely as it is, shows a slight muffin top.  The recent lingerie pics are OK but not up to the standard I can do when I an 11 st 4 or 7.  Cannot really explain it.  Possibly the running, or the Estrofem but its a battle and saying enough is enough and going to diet mode is going to be hard.  To be honest 12 st is not bad for me but not really good enough.

Thinking about summer holidays.  Brighton I suppose but its not a done deal.  Hate the idea of going back to university accommodation but its very cheap and handy.