Had the chance to dress tonight, but no makeup or pics, and went for it. Currently I am nearly 12 st and any amount of special pleading regarding density of muscle will not help. The additional, lets say half stone, does show. Not perhaps massively but not as svelte as used to be and some "lovehandles," not good. Been so hungry and eating a lot. Argueably the upper thighs are quite bad too. Who would have though eating like a horse would put weight on? In 1 week I willbe in Brighton and had hoped to look better. The running outfit works OK, the bits are hidden but still not sure about the wig, even with baseball cap. However that is something. There is no big plan or aim for Summer 2014, odd really. There will be 7 days free, excluding 1 for moving and 1 for the walk. Really like the idea of doing a walk, perhaps the walk dressed, a run dressed and, more nebulously, a swim suit pic somewhere. The idea of some pics in the countryside would be nice too. For the past 2 years I have mildly been concerned what state of mind I would be in on the train back if there was a very successful summer holiday.
How to get a successful summer holiday is the big question to which I have no answer. Next year will rememebr about Trans Pride Brighton. Will try for Sparkle too. Trans Pride burns a bit but nothing could be done about it really.
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