Well that was summer 2014

It is friday night. Tomorrow i strap on the 100 litre rucksack and go back home.  Interestingly I feel surprisingly calm and content, why? Not sure, the bugout has been very easy so far, not sure why but thats a good thing.  Tonight after doing Brighton for yhe last time this holiday, stripy top, long length legggings, came back and ran to Stanmer park, to the church and then around the campus.  4 plus miles. Was vagualy en femme at the time, running with silicones not something I will repeat. Had shower etc and then had over heated. Dry fish and chips and an Americano, £6.50 to you guv.  Oh dear. Working my way through a bottle of brut sparkling wine.  Just aquick one this but feel good about things Trans as it all pretty well worked.  True no intimacy or even talking to another trans person, not really sure how to change that .  Ok clare Project possibly but this needs work.  The ideal situation is that a fix say 3 times a year is enough. There is a sense that the walk en femme crystallised out something. Also being an older woman, moving away from the ideal of a pretty girl to a older woman, still not my actual age but even so. Still processing a lot of stuff so lets see what comes out in a couple of weeks.  Have to say there is a different vibe to Sussex University rather than Brighton University. If SU do rooms next summer then will consider it more seriously.