I am sitting on a bed in Brighton, leggings, top, breastforms, makeup. Tomorrow I go back home. So how was it, Brighton Spring 2015? If you had asked me yesterday I would have said great, earlier today i would have said somethings gone wrong somewhere and now, well not so bad but need to up the game a bit. Nothing as such went wrong, was out from 10.30 till after 4 and had a wow moment but something else also kicked in. Walking round M and S womens clothes felt out of place, the wig was a bit bedraggled, the makeup shiny and nor yp to it anymore. Even though for a moment it was all passing. Still talked to a shop assistant and it went fine but when got back to room and had bath felt not good at all. Partly it os a sign of how far i have advanced that I felt less than chipper about today. I was hot and sweaty, kept coughing and not 100 %. The left knee was playing up and I felt old. Its the knee business, hopefully it gets resolved and I can run again, the cold goes and i will feel better all round. The makeup skills are not good enough it seems, the wig has seen better days i do feel more positive about the new breastforms, they are good. Bit tired of the cagulle, that has seen better days and the boots looked good but are tight. There is the ongoing issue of the voice and looking older. As ever the negatives speak for themselves the positives do require saying too. I was not stared at or anything like that, people were polite and an awful lot worked, this all sounds very familiar. The fleecy leggings are lovely. I do feel Sapphire has been fed but she wants more, course she does. The moment in the Madhatter, the bra at She Said, there are 2 standout moments, more will appear later.
So to the summer, lets start on the voice it will help, a coat will not be required, I should be healthier, a new wig should be possible. I am not hoing to be too negative about this holiday but perhaps I have been a bit complacent about things. I should have somewhere to cook food or a refrectory, should be running too. Lots of girls do not even get what I have had in the last2 days so lets be positive. You rely on these holidays and put so much hope into them.
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