Lets be real

i have never had a girl friend, incredibly enough. Possibly my possible Aspergers or Gender dysphoria but anywat no girl or woman has ever thought hmm lke to spend time with him. Until the dysphoria reahed her head there was a belief it was only a matter of time, some woman would find me attractive. And why not; kind considerate and caring when you see so many less good types out there, it was only a matter of time.  Then over time it withered and died. The last woman I would watch for signs that they were watching me for signs of atraction really died in 1996. After that it seemed to ebb away, not totally, I am still roughly heterosexual and in my dreams, such as they are, my future is with a female not a male. How ever my future is alone.