Independence day

Its 10.00 pm on saturday night and I am wearing crop top, shorts and TV stick makeup.  Earlir I managed to finally do the July 4th pics and pleasantly surprised by them even if a lot of lens flare on some.
In just under 3 weeks I will be in Brighton and starting to think in earnst about how to get the most from it. So will need to get the back waxed, probablynot a spray tan, check the clothes, buy some more contact lenses and no doubt a lot of other things. Ideally wanted a wig but that is unlikely to happen now. If I can find a pair of sandals with a cushioned sole might get them. Flip flops may be an option but not sure toes up to it. If use the flats will need to put some insole in. Reasonably confient a run is possible but need to do more work on the hair.
There was a real relunctance to dress, as ever. Used the TV sticks, really need more powder but show potential, certainly for pics. The exercise and dieting appears to have paid off in the pics. Sadly the makeup skills need more work, but how? Might be an idea to get a MAC makeover, again, try not to spend to much money.
The hair on my arms has started to really bug me. Taken a little off but will need to get rid of it all. Bit of a battle on XHamster but ultimately suspect the days of me on it for hours has gone.

The face looks older, the creases are all to obvious, sadly must accept them. Also the hands too. Been plucking the eyebrows again, it all helps.  I no longer really believe that there is going to be any more blinding realisations but prepared to be wrong. There is a sense that I now pretty well know where I am and where I would like to go. The hard bit os going to be getting there.