Managed to do some dressing today. Granted no makeup but pics if slightly fetishy! Interestingly after the pics and all had been packed away put on a wig and some leggings and heels for a few minutes. There she was just there. The girl just popped out and it was rather relaxing and nice. Half way through one of the cats made noises from the liiter tray which sounded like someone coning in which reminded me whu dressing at home is so stressful. There was half a plan to reallu go for it and possibly even do the Xmas card pic. This didnot happen, again, again. Next friday week there may well be another chance lets see. There's a bad minute when you look at yourself in the mirror with the corrective glasses on and its not good. Then you get over it and you are good to go.
Sadly I am 12st 2 lb ish. Not done much pilates either. The body does not look good but still not too bad. Not sure how much can be laid at the door of the thyroid but am going to try to cut down if that is possible. In theory should be losing weight but that is not happening at all. Its not been a good year for the girl at all, again Summer 2016 pused to remember anything big which is wrong as big things did happen, going to London for example. Unless K is working New years Eve may well have to admit will not be dressed that evening. Will do a proper roundup of things closer to the time but its not going to be a golden year.
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