Been looking at the Summer 2016 pics today and the thing that struck me was loneliness. Brighton must be a fantastic place to be with money and someone else the number of things and places and bars and restaurants you can go to is incredible. Yesyou can do these alone but it totall lacks somthing and I would rather not. Its been a bad year for the gurl, not enough dressing, not enough pics, no support group all in all its not good. Overlayed on that is the thyroid which has caused weight gain and lethargy so opportunities to dress are not taken up. I could be as much as 12 st 5 lb but while do not look it there are still issues with clothes. Hopefully this will be temporary as when things improve can lose a bit of weight and do more exercise.
Would like a bullet bra, its still on the list of to do. Have a white blouse for the policewoman shoot so could potentially do it anything, there is also the Action girl look shall we say Lara Croft, issues with foot wear but even so. The second flash unit was successfully liberated but I have yet to use it in anger, or the first one for that matter.
Then there is Spring 2017. Would like Brighton but lots of stuff there and Manchester has a couple of very nice options. Need to book that up and get train tickets. There is also the matter of the Christmas card but that is very up in the air for the moment.
Do not expect to get a New Years Eve dressed. Gosh this seems so negative which is not what I intended. Need to be more positive in 2017. More can be done.
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