Breath in, breathe out, nearly finished.

Lets try something new a post where I do not know where its going.  I have mentioned piercings before in this blog and I have rather a lot of them.  It strated with a navel piercing for very girly reasons then nipples, lots of good psychological stuff there.  Then a pubic one, ok actually a microdermal, 2 more microdermals. A guiche, that rejected so another one.  Then a lorum , that went fine and so the scrotal ladder.  Ending, probably, with the prince Albert piercing.  The nipples have been stretched to 5 mm. The right one rejected and so repierced.  Nearlt forgot, 2 more in navel.  Then there is the 2 lobes.  Here we go, what does this say about my body image?  The navel was girly, the lobes pure girl for ear rings and also a sign of confidence.  The nipples are interesting and probably hark back to the old dream of 2 girls sucking my nipples when I was in my early 20's.  Possibly the scrotal and PA piercings are some attempt to modify and change poaaibly in some way obliterate the usual function of these organs.  The tattoo was yin/yan of my trans status. Perhaps once you exercise, lose weight and generally attempt to modify the body and body image then you see the body in a different, more plastic way.  Mind you, I am in a perverse way, happy with my body in that it is toned and thin and not gone to seed.  That takes work and effort and diet, especially as you get older. Knees are a bit of a pain though.  What about the hormones you shout?  Well is that body modification or realignment?  If I was happy to show pierced ears how much breast development, if it happens, would I be happy with? Will there be more piercings?  Well at least one as 1 scrotal ladder rejected.  Ideally Punktured in Brighton would do it.  Sense of circle there.  Getting transitioned at the Nuffield outside Brighton, a penetration too far, at the moment.