It is really starting to get to me that my face is looking increasingly old.That I am old, that there are no pics of me dressed young. Lets do a thought experiment. Say it had allways been there and I knew it, so we are saying middle 1970's a young teenager what sort of life would it have been? Probably not very good, at best very frustrating but at worst, best not to think about. OK on the plus side there was a lot of living away from home and by myself. which would have been good for Sapphire. So many problems there would have been. No Internet, wow big one that, going out dressed, no way, no Lacies, no MAC, no Angels, no Boudoir, no DIGITAL CAMERAS. Moving on, when would it have been "safe" to "break out?" OK lets say 2000 ish. So really only lost a few years. Of course all of the above is nonsense, if you have to do it you do it, its not really a choice. It still burns and probably allways will. An extra 5 -7 years, could have been some good stuff there. In 5 years the face will look older. Not good. The picture shows Brighton station from 1984. I thought I remembered the mechanical board but seeing this pic confirmed it. There may be some interesting aspects regarding memory here but suppose I had a blinding tranny transformation then how would things have been different, better, worse?
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