The above picture shows my flat shoes lower centre at Hove museum. The pic has had levels very altered to show the cowboys, indians, space aliens, britishy soldiers therein. This is one of those "historically important" places I suppose we all have. For reasons not totally understood I tend to come close to tears here and visit it on the last day of my holidays before going home. I have been there twice dressed, the last time in summer 2012 where I did the big one. Had you said 2 years before this would be possible, bus, out for several days, I would have loved to believe it but dubious. So you can see there has been a lot of progress in 5 years. Yet how many times have I been out dressed and how many chances have I had in the last 5 years? Lets assume 3 holidays a year, 1 at 11 days, well its not enough but how much further will I be allowed to progress?
Lets do a quick "thought experiment"`Suppose a rich but unknown relative dies and leaves me a flat in Brighton, Embassy Court possibly. I have enough to live on but not regally and my job changes so I can work at home or when dressed. How much more would I progress, would transition even be an option. Next scenario. I get a flat to myself here or Kim goes to university and I get more time. Well much more dressing but not going out. Not so much progression. So coming to the crux of the matter; how much do I want and how much am I prepared to change and/or sacrifice? How far down the line am I?

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