Finally got a full dressing session in, makeup whole biz.  Sadly not spooked too early and stopped.  Lots of stuff could unpack there but lets move on.  The pic above was taken then so pay attention to it!  Starting to do a timeline of Sapphires evolution, Transister evening, first nocturnal visit, Flickr account etc. Lets look at the pics, lets see them as individual fossils in the strata laid down over time.  What is the purpose of a pic?  Several answers but lets accept the camera can lie and some pics are less "accurate" than others.  There has been the more than occassional pic of me looking old. Lets lok at the pic above.  On the plus side I appear thin, reasonably well madeup and fab legs.  Its the new wig actually, great hopes for it.  There is a PVC skirt and heels so thatgrabs the eyes.  Look at the face.  Its an old face, the 2 nose mouth creases give the game away.  Actually using Aldi foundation and powder, not ideal coverage but for a couple of hours OK.  Granted its too close to the flashso the lines are harsh.  Now if you said its an older woman is that enough? Going back to the timeline, sadly started at 44-45. So never young but doing the best with what have got.  The timeline shows evolution by jerks progress made during holidays and when away.  To be fair rapid progress but still from a base of middle 40's.  Done well all things considered. 
So how much longer can I do the young girl look for?  Perhaps I do pass but as an late 40's woman. Currently that does not feel enough but reality is creeping in.  It may be enough soon. Indeed it is already better than quite a few girls have the opportunity to do.