Sunday, 23 February 2014

Its not s good, its not so bad

Lets start negative then get positive.  Got the pics back frm thr expensive photoshoot.  Oh dear, dear, dear.  Terribly disappointing, look like Mr Punch, all chin and nose.  No sure what has gone wrong.  Anyway best to write that one off, not being published, no new beginning, no nothing.  Say £150 down the swannie. The first makeup session was very amateurish and well meaning but very little in it for me.   Gosh this all sounds bad and a lot if it is but we live and learn.  Not totally happy with the new underbust corset either,muffin top. 
Lets move on. An awful lot did work last week and have to appreciate that.  Worried will forget what did work and under estimate the success of it all.  For an awful lot did work, The Emporium, Morrisons. No holiday where out for 2 full days is a  fail.  Hope this tops up the trans me and I will be happy for some time.  Have image of being in Hand in Heart monday night, just left alone.  Not enough really do need to interact.
As ever the ratchet has moved forward. Summer 2014, well money issues for one thing.  University of Brighton I suppose.  Better shaving soap will help.  Going to have to do some big thinking.

Its all the same.  This pic could be from 2012.  OK it works but even so need evolution and progress.  A trench coat would help.


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