1 wheel on my wagon

Had a bit of a minor shock.  Down to last wheel of estrofem tried to order some more from usual supplier, they were out of stock! Other, untried, suppliers were significantly more expensive. Luckily it was back in stock tonight and put in new order.  This was partly my fault and I should have been quicker off the mark but it does raise the old question as to what the hormones are for? There used to be the aim of getting breasts and feminising me and I went up to 2 x 2mg per day.  Now I am 1 x 2mg per day and see it as a way of keeping happier.  So losing libido and erections not a problem and glad can do it on a small dose.  Suppose really its a slow way of getting to the point where big questions need to be asked. Really given my frame breasts would not be large but would be more man boobs which would still take some time to grow.  2 x 2mg gave me much worrying thoughts and as the new year shows false concerns, or at least hoping so.  Much more emotional.