Ordered some eyebrow wax and stencils today. The ideal is to get them shaped which I did once which was fab but a bit of a risk. Anyway hopefully can help the face. here it comes. What did strike me is that things have changed. I am now left with a sense of the clcok ticking and fighting against time. The face looks old and creased, without a lot of money this is not getting any better. So what I do is in the knowledge that this is not going to get better. When I started there was a different overarching idea one that said must get better and better and that how I look is to a large degree up to me. Now there is a sense of things crumbling. lets get this in perspective, there should be some mileage in the face yet but its not like I am in my 20's or 30's with a long time to go before i start to decay.
The body can be altered by exercise and diet and I am not worried by that, arrogant as that may appear.
Took an extra estrofem this morning May go up to 4 mg per day. Take me to the "need to do make a decision" time a bit earlier.
In 2 weeks time should get 2 days to myself. More planning is required. Hope the weather is warmer. Have not had a photosession for some time, be nice. I suppose it is not impossible that some pics may yet appear in TLI but not very optomistic now.
Possibly see about laser but again suspect the boat has already sailed on that one.
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