Cold Turkey?

After tonight I will have only 2 days supply of 2 mg estrofem left.  More is expected soon so its not a big deal.  May get the chance to see the effect of a few days without estrofem.  This leads to the question what effect does it actually have?  Well the first thing I notice is that my hair feels dryer as less grease is produced, the libido drops to the floor and the need to dress drops too.  Nipples get more sensitive but actual breast growth is limited.  Last time at 2 x 2mg per day did get a jiggle sensation but not a great deal else.  Orgasms are less intense and erections fewer and less hard.  This is all good stuff, I also get more emotional. There is some less good stuff about the liver but I have not had baselines taken and so not sure where going with that one.
Going for a run, had Walkman on when a male in his, late 20's ran past.  Noticed a smell, possibly body spray, brown legs and big shoes.  The point is I felt I do not look like that when running, tall, yes, but thin.  At the time wearing leggings and fluorescent top so very different, also gloves.  The point is though I would love to be thought of as female, but do not, there is not a lot of maleness there either.  In the gym lots of small, squat bald headed middle aged men but tall thin males are uncommon.  I am happy to wear shorts which is not common either. Estrofem is supposed to decrease muscle mass, well we shall see. Eating like a horse and at 11 st 9 lb.  Really do need to make some decisions over things. 
Hopefully in middle April get 2 days to dress and take pics. Not been too many pics recently either.