There are online sites such as second life where you design an avator and interact with fellow avators. I spend a lot of time on line, being Sapphire but do not interact, and it has become apparent that this is my second life. Sadly I want it as my first life but probably not the blisters on feet, ding makeup bit which all too often gets forgotten. In Summer 2014 will get to do it for real.
I have a belief that if you want to do something badly enough you will sacrifice whatever it takes and do what is required. If you do not then basically you did not want it enough. Too smplistic I accept but how often do we hide behind excuses to not do things?
So I want to be slim but am eating too much and have love handles. I have a lovely Axford corset while I "muffin top" in. I want to lose weight, know how to and have done it in the past but now it seems to elude me. The word is dissonance.
Curiously I am able to do a lot of running and take the grief so it is not totally couch potato mode. Another post describing a situation but with no remedy or course of action.
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