Body positive

I have just completed a monster epilation session.  The hair was surprisingly long, soft too but it had to go .  Usual pain of course and need to do neck and back with razor.  Feel a bit more girly.  Still eating too much, doing the wrong type of exercise and not dressing enough, the cold weather does that. Manchester on tuesday evening.  Lots of things there.  Lets ignore all the nostalgia issue but for Paige there is a rather nice possibility.  If there is an alternative to Brighton well that would be good.  Not sure what to expect from the "Village" a few evenings out in bars will do anything more will be a bonus.  The press seems to suggest it is some trans colony or reservation, we shall see. Hope to walk around Manchester dressed too.  This I have been told is not unreasonable. 

Two weeks into esterfem, 2 mg, have there been any signs?  Bit more of a tizzy possibly, feel more tired and very slight breast softness.  OK all explanable by alternative things.  Lets not forget the herbal hormone trial which basically could never do anything and at first seemed positive.  In theory let the body adapt to the low hormone dose and lets see what physiological and psychological effects happen.  My testesterone should be low so T blockers not required but 30 plus years of testesterone have had negative effects and what we can expect with such little intervention is debatable.  Of course what effects do I want and how far do I really want to go?  In 2 years time I may have a window to find a place by myself, more dressing.  Job wise breats and possible transition would require a different job.  Lots of stuff there.  Have not done anything about the voice either.