Sunday, 7 October 2012

Warts and all

OK i have slightly edited the right big toe as there is blood under the nail but thats it. Its been a bit of a battle to get that pic.  Finally got time to do pics.  There is a big issue about the camera and its sharpness. the placing of the flash.  Things should be much sharper.  What is coming into focus is that the face is not a young face, the eyes, the long nose mouth lines, not good.  Also the ribcage.  My chest is too big to pass. The hands are wrong too.  Also I get into a right tizzy when dressing.  Putting the makeup on is a pain, it does not hide anything and you wonder how effective it all is.  However I am thin, good legs so it not all bad, the point being coming from a man to female.  Going purely as a female is not good at all.  Its not just a physical thing though.  Its gender not phenotype shall we say.  Its a mental thing.Seem to be moving on in things. OK not when doing the pics, there is a different dynamic there, thatsnot enjoyable, the risk of getting caught, time limited and general tizzyness.  Even Flickr is a different place today and I want different things from it.  What do I want now?  Peace and to be relaxed about sexuality.  There you go.

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