OK i have slightly edited the right big toe as there is blood under the nail but thats it. Its been a bit of a battle to get that pic. Finally got time to do pics. There is a big issue about the camera and its sharpness. the placing of the flash. Things should be much sharper. What is coming into focus is that the face is not a young face, the eyes, the long nose mouth lines, not good. Also the ribcage. My chest is too big to pass. The hands are wrong too. Also I get into a right tizzy when dressing. Putting the makeup on is a pain, it does not hide anything and you wonder how effective it all is. However I am thin, good legs so it not all bad, the point being coming from a man to female. Going purely as a female is not good at all. Its not just a physical thing though. Its gender not phenotype shall we say. Its a mental thing.Seem to be moving on in things. OK not when doing the pics, there is a different dynamic there, thatsnot enjoyable, the risk of getting caught, time limited and general tizzyness. Even Flickr is a different place today and I want different things from it. What do I want now? Peace and to be relaxed about sexuality. There you go.

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