Well that did not last long. Friday restarted the estrofem. Why? Do not know. Seemed right. Possibly the decision to stop was infulenced by the estrogen. Last sunday was sitting in Starbucks and reading worrying stuff on my phone about oesterophoresis and having downer 30 minutes but am back to popping hormones. Stil have no overall plan and will have to see whether the downer times reoccur. Will probably be reordering more estrofem too. Several months away from having to make big decisions. I have no answers and no real solutions possibly taking the evening tablet before sleep will help.
Before me I have a pair of pink female socks for training shoes. When at Brighton last I wore grey socks with little hearts on them. They had a habit of becomong loose and riding down so needed pulling up. Like a stone memory has rubbed off the sharp bad bits in the tide of memory. There is not the sense of slight failure there was before. Not a massive success but certainly moments. The Signalman, Premier Inn, possibly Red Roaster. Bus up Western Road. Drag act at Legends, evening with S_____, going into Morrisons with miniskirt. Granted there are less successful parts; Hove Museum, Kemptown but if thats the worst you can say then a lot has gone right. Almost forgot. Drink at the pub at corner of Trafalger street. At corner table. Silly me. Used girls toilets. Buying Ladybird books at shop with books outside. Chocokywocky dooda.
So then the question is; when next? Possibly Sparkle Manchester, Pride Brighton possibly but thats July August. Its March now. There might be a little something in April possibly. Hopefully Summer 2013 will happen. Not a done deal. Could be very nice but no way of telling. No dressing session will save £200 but there are a lot of other issues as well.Manchester, liverpool or even Scarborough may be options.
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