Sunday, 27 October 2013

799 not out

Had another brief dressing session today.  No makeup had a nice idea which could work but used compact camera which totally failed to get a decent image. 






As ever had a bit ofa battle finding things, putting things back, usual grief.  Started to think its too much work really and need a rethink.  Need to tidy up my clothes, need to sort out the camera, need to sort out the wig.  On the plus side the weight is starting to look better.  Definatly below 11 st 9, even had a 7 on the scales but donot trust the scales too much.  Certainly feel better.  Within a whisper of restarting the hormones.  Do not want to put on weight again which the hormones would probably do so along with the usual dichotomy where do I go, not sure it will happen.  Its odd.  Sapphire burns but when get the chance to dress a little bit reluctant then when I do get feelings in stomach. 
At pic 799 on Flickr.  Not sure what to do for pic 800.  Pic above was the cunning plan but would need a better camera.  There is a pic of old me, naked with body hair, when was the last time I had body hair?  That would be an interesting one to use with a bit of cropping.  There is a increasing sense that the clock is ticking on things and do I really want this to be the high water mark.
Went to support group this week.  On the one hand only 3 people there is cosy but its the second week and feel for the supervisor/group leader.  Put the denim skir on showed a bit of leg.  Stopped doing that a long time ago and thought leggings a a miniskirt was a good compromise.  If I have a look can find 60dernier tights which look good with  a skirt.  It may have been lasy Xmas when a rather nice Tgirl turned up for the pizza no doubt.  Full makeup, longskirt, great body language, was  very taken wth her.  She had a partner and never came back but I thought a better class of girl.  Totally stupid of course, the human condition is irregardless of looks but it was something to aspire to.

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