Just had a bit of a thought. To date Sapphire has done all the big things alone. From buying clothes, the first time past the door, clubs, MAC its been all me. Nobody to hold my hand, literally or figuratively. Perhaps thats why the Internet is so popular. A chance for fellowship, perhaps even some form of friendship. Flickr other less family friendly sites all offer the chance for "pretty," "lovely, "prettiest girl on the web" hit and run comments to keep us going.
Its all a bit negative but probably true. We all need validation, support to keep going. The drive is not infinite but the siren comments of the Internet need to be listened to carefully. Getting your genitals out is easy and gets good comments but does not really help in Marks and Spencers. It depends where you think you are going. To the bed room or to the great outdoors. Choose your pics with care and be very careful over what you believe.
Its a bit negative, the support group has not really been a massive help. Granted the counselling was very useful and the chance to dress is good but thats where we are. Not sure what expected from the suport group, more probably but, well, not sure what it is doing now. Will be returning to this one but putting Sapphire in TRansister and then Kings and Queens Brighton was my moonshot. Been there, done that. The expectation was be on Mars by now.
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